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    March 14

    在天亮分手5(转载)

    醒来的时候,我躺在他的怀里,他的泪一滴一滴的落下,落在我的心里,心很痛很痛,却无药可医.
        
         爱一个人就象两颗心的距离,有时平行,有时交集.我也习惯了身边的男人一个个地离我而去,情节改变了,结局却惊人的相似:从残缺走向最后的支离破碎,从相爱走到分离.
        
         他的吻密密的落下,依然触动着我的心,我看着这个让我痛彻心扉的男人,怨恨不以却无力抗拒.
        
         "爱我就不要折磨我,厌恶我就离开我,我是一个心底有太多伤痕的女人,我经不起你的反复无常的.过去的事是无法改变了,我只能说,在以后,在以后的以后,除非你不要我,自己离我而去,否则我的生命里只有一个你.相信我就不要再怀疑,不相信就请你离开."
        
         说这段话的时候,我以为我会哭,可我没有,我平静的就象在自言自语,就象在说:嗨,看今天的天气还可以.
        
         他低沉的声音依然很动听:"不会了,不会了,不会再有下次了,伤害你是因为我太爱你,太在乎你.你知道吗?看见你倒下的那一刻,我恨死了我自己.什么也不说了,让我们学会忘记以前吧,让爱继续."
        
         让爱继续,可以吗?我们真的可以忘记以前,让伤痛远离,让美好继续吗?我暗暗的问自己~~~生活又开始了往日的平静,我们相敬如宾,一切都向着我们向往的地方继续.只是我没有了心情再去欢声笑语.
        
         我又开始一个人静静的坐在窗前发呆,享受寂寞.每到这时候,他就在一旁看着我,他很奇怪我为什么有这样的爱好,我的回答是:习惯而已.
         在很久以前,当我受伤的时候,我就喜欢把我自己的心包裹起来,一个人躲在一旁偷偷的疗伤,因为我知道,没有人可以帮你,能帮你的只有你自己.
        
         如果那两个字没有颤抖
         我不会发现 我难受
         怎么说出口 也不过是分手
         如果对于明天没有要求
         牵牵手就像旅游
         成千上万个门口 总有一个人要先走
         怀抱既然不能逗留
         何不在离开的时候
         一边享受 一边泪流
         ......

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